I feel like an asshole for making my friends worry about me...
It makes me feel useless and worthless.
What good am I to them, if I constantly get myself in stupid situations?
I just want to be as good to them as they are to me.
I had to call the police yesterday on a man who was stalking me and now everyone is really worried.
I want to be strong and smart just for them...
Sometimes, I feel like I'm ultimately trying to destroy myself.
Like I want nothing beautiful and good to happen to me.
It's silly though because I know I do want to be happy but don't know how.
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