Anyways , I'm pretty sure he's bad for me.
Monday, March 19, 2018
Date nite
I've been seeing this guy on and off for a few months. He pushes and pulls on me all the time and is obsessed with being righteous and pure. Here's the thing...im extremely attracted to him for reasons I really can't understand and he even admits that he knows just by looking at me that he's able to bypass his shyness and awkwardness to completely control and dominate me. I'm ashamed I can put most of my beliefs and feelings aside because I feel extreme bodily desire over everything.
Tuesday, March 13, 2018
an old LJ meme
Original post date: June 9, 2013
1. Where did your LJ handle come from?
it came from my favorite obsession of melon soda and my hair has lime green ends like melon soda, sort of.
2. How do you style your hair?
Right now, I am conditioning it like crazy, running a wide tooth comb carefully through it and letting it be naturally wavy so I don't damage it.
3. What is making you happy right now?
Honestly, not having a job, although I know I need one.
4. What are you currently reading?
I am really into Joyce Carol Oates right now, she writes some interesting stories. Recently, I read this short story by her: http://www.usfca.edu/jco/whereareyougoing/
It scared the shit outta me!
5. Do you need music to study/write?
No, I need it to be quiet. I like music when I sew though.
6.What is a clear memory of a time when you were very ashamed of yourself?
There are too many, haha. I just have to accept that as a person I am not perfect and I am learning and growing everyday.
7.What is the ugliest body part?
Hmmm
8. Do you like being the gender that you are?
Yes
9. What is your favorite movie genre?
Probably slice of life stuff, kind of Miyazaki-ish. It soothes me.
10. What was the last thing you ate today?
I haven't eaten yet! Buut my boyfriend left me money to order something good to eat :9
11. What is your favorite color?
ooh, probably seafoam green, but I love baby pink/peach also.
12.How much money do you think you are worth?
Idk
13. What's your favorite food?
my mother's menudo
14. Which languages do you wish you spoke?
Every language! I love learning languages!
15. What is your biggest pet peeve?
People who are pushyyyy.
16. Do you have a birthmark?
yes
17. Who was your childhood idol?
Xuxa! I wanted to be a singer like her. She dressed so cool.
1. Where did your LJ handle come from?
it came from my favorite obsession of melon soda and my hair has lime green ends like melon soda, sort of.
2. How do you style your hair?
Right now, I am conditioning it like crazy, running a wide tooth comb carefully through it and letting it be naturally wavy so I don't damage it.
3. What is making you happy right now?
Honestly, not having a job, although I know I need one.
4. What are you currently reading?
I am really into Joyce Carol Oates right now, she writes some interesting stories. Recently, I read this short story by her: http://www.usfca.edu/jco/whereareyougoing/
It scared the shit outta me!
5. Do you need music to study/write?
No, I need it to be quiet. I like music when I sew though.
6.What is a clear memory of a time when you were very ashamed of yourself?
There are too many, haha. I just have to accept that as a person I am not perfect and I am learning and growing everyday.
7.What is the ugliest body part?
Hmmm
8. Do you like being the gender that you are?
Yes
9. What is your favorite movie genre?
Probably slice of life stuff, kind of Miyazaki-ish. It soothes me.
10. What was the last thing you ate today?
I haven't eaten yet! Buut my boyfriend left me money to order something good to eat :9
11. What is your favorite color?
ooh, probably seafoam green, but I love baby pink/peach also.
12.How much money do you think you are worth?
Idk
13. What's your favorite food?
my mother's menudo
14. Which languages do you wish you spoke?
Every language! I love learning languages!
15. What is your biggest pet peeve?
People who are pushyyyy.
16. Do you have a birthmark?
yes
17. Who was your childhood idol?
Xuxa! I wanted to be a singer like her. She dressed so cool.
18. Where would you like your next holiday to be?
Hopefully, Tokyo! In the wintertime..Actually I want to visit my mom so I can eat good food and go thrifting!
19. What's your favourite non-food-related taste?
Clove cigarettes, which they don't make anymore..
20. Tell me something you love about the person who tagged you.
No one tagged me.
Hopefully, Tokyo! In the wintertime..Actually I want to visit my mom so I can eat good food and go thrifting!
19. What's your favourite non-food-related taste?
Clove cigarettes, which they don't make anymore..
20. Tell me something you love about the person who tagged you.
No one tagged me.
Friday, March 2, 2018
Tuesday, February 27, 2018
Foo! Yick! I don't wanna have feelings for anyone..how can I help something like that? Im genuinely afraid this is going to happen ... Especially when they're unexpectedly smart and interesting and funny and sweet and nice 😥
Each person has been so different than I thought..
I ate baby back ribs , then I realized I spent 6 hours talking about Todd Rundgren and genuinely just hanging out and having a nice time.
Monday, February 26, 2018
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