i feel dead inside

Had something pretty negative happen to me the other day..

I went on my last okc date for a long time. 

I think I'm good now.

This guy called me beautiful, wanted to go to an art show and a brewery.

When I finally met up with him, he started to lay it on thick about how he didn't know what he was doing and he just felt very dead inside and he didn't know why he was here and that this wasn't going to work out , so bye. He left me there, kind of shaken up and terrified.

He was so impersonal and cold and weird. He whined and whined about his life and just how he didnt like any of the dates he went on.

I wasted all this gas to drive down to be polite to this guy I didn't even really want to meet up with after all. How could he say he really wanted to meet and then just be really rude and talk and talk about himself and whoa it was just so terrible.
Do I have no value or merit ?