So, I finally had a bit of a breakdown at work last week and freaked everyone the fuck out. I am now on some medication that will hopefully work for me and also went to a therapist for the first time ever today! And I have to say, it was awesome...I can't believe I waited so long to talk to someone/get help. I already feel like I'm getting better and am feeling positive, like I'm taking a step in the right direction. I haven't felt this "normal" or like my old self in literally years... My anxiety and depression is just always something I thought was normal and had to learn to live and cope with on my own and now I'm seeing that it isn't true at all...hmm..I dunno. Maybe my life was getting too crazy ? I also have a new roommate, my friend Carmen..I'm happy to be living with her but also scared. I want our friendship to stay pristine and amazing and close..I feel like I will become an annoyance..I dunno..I'm just glad I'm not alone, even if I feel like a burden to everyone, I know that it isn't true at all....Is it?
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