crappy lovely

Lately I wore my acid wash denim romper and it made me so nostalgic for older style girls from the Spank! shop in Tokyo..I used to dress like this and it was during the golden era of nu-rave so I kind of feel like having this style again!

These are all older examples of this style: softer palettes mixed with fluro,oversized knits,lots of denim, and everything loose and hanging with a diy feel to it. 

Now for the newer parts of it I liked....

cake and friends

Aah I'm forgetting the detail of the memory of the weekend already!

Let's see, I did karaoke with friends and drank too much, of course..ummm I ate green tea cake..I ate a spicy hot and sour soup from saps..

I hung out and talked a lot with my friends too. I went to a record convention and salivated over everything I couldn't afford. I ate pizza and drank wine with my friend.I went to a thrift store with Kiki. I bought fabric and we talked about doing some installation work. I ate and ate and ate until I burst, cookies, ice cream, chips, beer ,hot chocolate, blughghgh. It was all so delicious! I hope I can remember the warmth of your hand and smiles forever.

the flower lane

If you want to see  me, you know just where I'll be....

I'm having some tender moments, some tender vibes haha..

I hope I can remember.

charlotte

There's something really interesting going on in that face of hers...

ready to forget

I can't stop thinking so much. He doesn't think about me at all..

I just want to eat crepes and have a baby pink room and listen to records alll day. 

I want to keep moments in my mind forever. Laying there and shooting the shit with you. The way you gaze at me is really nice, even if it means nothing. You kissed my forehead as if I was a baby.

I slept too long today and haven't been exercising anymore.

I watched Lilya 4ever and that Jimi Hendrix biopic..

the shaggs-my cutie

Matsuri bashi

;__;

little miss field mouse

I've had such a week...

Saturday I went to Psych fest and got to see the Jesus and Mary Chain! AAAhhh!!!It was muddy and it reeked out there and everything was so different...I ran into an interesting couple from Kansas and I hung out with them for a while.One was around my age and reminded me of a friend I used to know and the lady was very beautiful and a lot older.  I saw my ex-boyfriend and I proceeded to ignore him justly. I wish I had talked to him. I feel lonely sometimes, I had no one to really talk to at the festival. I felt alone...I walked near him and realized how strange it is to be walking next to someone I knew such intimate, intimate details about. Walking next to him like a perfect stranger

Sunday I sat around waiting like a fool.

Monday I hung out with a ginger haired man, he fed me grilled pork and chicken with a baked potato and broccoli. The food was wonderfully savory and I washed it down with some beer..He was nice and fun and his roommate made interesting art, which I offered to buy, haha. 

Tuesday I hung out with my friend M. We sat in the balcony seats at the movie theatre and saw this movie. I described it as something I saw on cable t.v. as a child and somehow the aesthetic always stuck with me. He, as usual, was nice and funny and sweet.

baby eyes

My friend tried to coerce me into showing my artwork yesterday and it was quite difficult..I can't do it! My shit is so embarrassing..I went on a tangent and began to talk about the epicness of precious moments and baby looney tunes :

let's delve farther, shall we?

hahahahaha.

here time flies while I do nothing.

Hello there.

My friend and I are going to do a photo project together.

I am still devoid of inspiration, but I do know I want to get back to doing film camera stuff. That was really fun at one point for me.

I am officially broke, as I bought a Saturday ticket to see the Jesus and Mary Chain and a few other bands I can't wait to see(!!)

I feel like a little kid lately. I'm really lost and I don't know what the fuck I'm doing but I feel pretty alive.I have little memories of mine now, that I hope I can remember happily..Nude swimming, listening to pizzicato five at 2 in the morning, baked. 

Tomorrow I will meet a complete stranger, and I'm excited/scared. I've become friends with someone really cool and I'm mesmerized right now.