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I will write all about my dirty garbage on here. I will get so personal sometimes it will be embarrassing. I will write about vapid and silly things too. I'll write about nothing and everything that's happening with me, so that I can remember or whatever. I deleted all my blogs from my youth and I should've kept them. They showcased what an idiot I was and what lovely memories I will never have again. I have so many regrets but so much hope too. I hope one day I can actually know true happiness. That's not to say I'm not happy now but sometimes it's too difficult for me. I dunno. I want to do everything right now. I'm 28 years old and I don't understand myself still. I want to understand myself and everyone around me and discover everyone.everyone. Ummm. I guess that's it for now.. Really this is unabashed narcissism.