Games - That We Can Play [Full album]

Feel

Let's seeee:

Was with a stranger today...it started to feel weird towards the end.

Thinking about someone while I listen to dots and loops album, which is starting to feel painfully nostalgic for me, almost to the point of being unbearable.

Talked to my co-workers about where to get the best soul food here in town. Hmmmm

Also didn't know there was a difference between cold sores and angular cheilitis.

I think I'm really the loneliest I've ever felt in a long time.

I feel really destructive lately.

However..I also feel really, really good! So confusing! Somehow I feel emotionally really strong. Like I can face anything anyone fucking throws at me.

I realized I'm learning a lot about myself though.

I'm planning on working on a piece for a zine. I hope it turns out well and I don't hate it.

uhhhh

I will write all about my dirty garbage on here. I will get so personal sometimes it will be embarrassing. I will write about vapid and silly things too. I'll write about nothing and everything that's happening with me, so that I can remember or whatever. I deleted all my blogs from my youth and I should've kept them. They showcased what an idiot I was and what lovely memories I will never have again. I have so many regrets but so much hope too. I hope one day I can actually know true happiness. That's not to say I'm not happy now but sometimes it's too difficult for me. I dunno. I want to do everything right now. I'm 28 years old and I don't understand myself still. I want to understand myself and everyone around me and discover everyone.everyone. Ummm. I guess that's it for now.. Really this is unabashed narcissism.